Life is full of unwanted events, circumstances we cannot control and hard times we must get through. But through the hard times God is with us and he has a plan for us and a process to get to the bigger picture.
We live in a broken world, the “life between two gardens” but God will help us get through. God created us with dust and when we are facing problems that turn into dust with no pieces big enough to be glued back together he will help recreate us once more.
I have so many questions on why my circumstances are the way that they are. God knows I have these questions yet he also knows that some of the answers may be too hard for me to hear and to handle.
Standing in the middle of the storm it is so hard to see the light, the end to the darkness. God sees this he sees it all. He feels the pain we are feeling but he also knows we will not feel this pain forever, for he sees the light and has a plan for us. He has a process that will lead us there. All we have to do is put our trust in him.
This past year my mom passed away unexpectedly. I had so many what if and why questions. Yet none of them have been answered and will never be answered. For God knows the answers to my questions will be to hard to face.
I have been scared to start the grieving process. Scared to let my heart feel that pain. Yet I have decided it is time. Time to begin to grieve. Yes it is hard extremely hard, it should be this way. If it was not this hard then I would not have been blessed with the relationship I did have with my mom. All of this heartache I feel is all the love I shared with her. There is no time limit on grief. No set date when the pain will go away. This is why I have put my trust in God and his process.
The world we live in today is broken, but you already knew that. Always remember God is with us though it all and will help us through the brokenness with his process, and one day the world will not be broken it will be held.
I pray you never give up or lose faith in God no matter the circumstances you are facing. Ask God for help. Follow his process and do not try to find the answers to questions God does not provide, for he knows they are too hard for us to handle. I pray you find the light in whatever darkness you are facing.
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