One year ago today an angel gained there wings. This angel was my first home, my first love and my first friend. This angel gave me my name and I called her a name I will never call anyone else, that name is Mom. One year ago today I didn’t get the chance to say goodbye, to share one last hug. I unknowingly said my last goodbye 7 days before. Last year on this day I heard the worst news a girl could possibly hear. I had the worst feeling I’d ever felt before. It didn’t feel real. How could it be? There were so many more Saturday nights needed to be spend together, more laughs need to be laughed, more stories needed to be told, more of her magic hugs needed to be given. She was going to help me pick out my prom dress then one day my wedding dress and walk me down the aisle and hold my hand while I’m having a baby while telling me “kids ruin everything” As I thought about all the things she would miss I promised myself I would never forget about the memories we did get to share together. Eventually as I grew in my faith I realized my mom wasn’t gone. Just because I can’t see her anymore doesn’t mean she’s was gone because love never dies. She is still with me, she is in my heart and when she visit me in my dreams I feel her presence. She is the whistle in the wind, the warmth on a sunny day, or a butterfly that decides to hangout for a little while. My mom was the most caring, love person I ever met. She treated everyone as if they were family and I’d never seen anyone love animals more than she did. She had so much on her plate yet made it look so easy she literally would cart wheeled through life. I hope one day I can be as spectacular as she was. I thank God I was blessed to have a Mom like her and for all of the unforgettable memories we shared. ❤️
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