No words can describe my feeling from tonight. The way I felt in today’s sun, rain and the breeze that came after. The weather of today described my exact feelings. I’m in awe of how connected we really our to this planet, heaven and the Lords love. I could feel it more than ever tonight, I felt it in the my bones and soul. It is peace. It is love. It is strength. I am receiving all of this from the Lord and my mom who is right beside him. I broke down my walls and I am learning to embrace it all.
Today my day started with a beautiful sunny car ride singing to the top of my lungs with a true friend, then I went to work expressing my old soul with old and wise souls at the nursing home, when I got home I enjoyed the sun and decided I was going to plant flowers and visit my mom. This is when my heart began to hurt, and it started to rain but just for a minute or two. As I was putting the flowers in the pot it began to thunder storm but as soon as I reached the cemetery the rain came to a pause. I place the flowers next to my moms stone and shared sometime with her feeling her presence as I began to cry it began to rain again, then came the breeze the breeze that felt more like a hug telling me I’m going to be okay and I am not alone.
What is more beautiful than that, than feeling pure love and comfort from the Lord and the person you miss the most sitting right there next to him. As begin to pray and look back at today I open my bible to Luke 1:28. “The angle came to her and said, “Greetings! The Lord is with you; you are very special to him.” After reading this verse my soul feels so full. Full of Gods love.
Each one of us is special to the Lord, and he is ALWAYS with us, look for him.
