I know from personal experience how exhausting it can be to be mad at a person or to “hate” them. I have been learning to forgive everyone not for them, but for me. I don’t like the way I feel when I‘m angry and am mad at someone, I feel gross inside. When you forgive someone it’s for your own well being, it takes the pressure off your shoulders. We cannot change the way people are or the things they decide to do, but we can decide to forgive. Forgiving does not mean forget. Just because you forgave someone doesn’t mean they have to be in your life again. All it means is it’s not your worry anymore, you can breathe again. The more people I have forgiven the better I feel. I pray you forgive, but never forget.
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